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1.27.13 I want...I want...I want...


Bountiful Blessings

 

January 27, 2013

Good morning! I hope that this letter finds you well. J We had a nice weekend. Summer went with one of her best friends on a surprise birthday trip, and Jim and I went to Hattiesburg to see a dear family member. While Jim and I were gone, I got a bad case of the “wants”. Poor Jim. He had to ride in the car with me listening to “I want…”, “I want….”. Of course, lets be honest…. He probably tuned me out before we even got to Tuscaloosa. But he did manage to get in his standard phrase. “Save up”. And he says it real drawn out and obnoxious. Makes you wanna smack him. J Haha. But I am still alive so you know that I did not.

            But what got into me I cannot say. I just started thinking about things that I wanted. Oh, I knew that most of it was a pipe dream but hey, a girl can dream. But some of the stuff, well, some of the stuff didn’t seem so bad. I just have to figure out what I want the most or what I need the most. Priorities. Hmph. That works so well for me. I am a “I want it, I want it now” kind of gal. Jim fusses at me, like, all the time.  Where was I? Oh yea. Priorities. Needs vs. Wants. Well, I know that I have what I need. And I know that I have more than I should. I am truly blessed. But I am also weak and selfish. I want. I want. I want. Sigh. I want a hot tub. I want a swimming pool (hey! I said pipe dream). I want a house for Summer (refer back to last statement) and a new camper for us. I want to enter the Master’s program with Summer. I want Summer to get a job and I really want a new job for me (maybe I shouldn’t have shared that one with everyone L).Told ya. Bad case. Bad, bad case. So I waiver back and forth. One minute I make my priority list and think about ways I can save. The next minute I am whining because I do not want to wait. The next minute I feel guilty for wanting more when God has given me so much.

            So what is the point of all this rambling? Well, chances are that I am not alone. Someone out there has either had or is having “the wants”. Hopefully you will feel better knowing that there are others out here who sympathize with you. We can be wrong, I mean, strong together. Yea, that’s what I meant.

            God is with me and God is with you. We make mistakes. He forgives mistakes. Awesome how it all works, isn’t it?

Prayer for the week:

Dear Lord,

I do not always understand myself and my motives. How can I want more when I have been given so much? What kind of person does that make me? A weak and selfish one. Lord, please forgive me. I need you, O Lord. I need your guidance, your strength, your help. I need you to help me overcome…. Me.  In Jesus’s name. Amen.

 

Thought for the week:

Are these things really better than the things I already have? Or am I just trained to be dissatisfied with what I have now?”  Chuck Palahniuk, Lullaby

Bible Verse for the week:

Do not lay up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy and where thieves break in and steal, but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.           Matthew 6:19-21

Bible Fun for the week:

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Have a great week! (and I will do my best not to ask for everything….) J

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