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Monday, June 3, 2013

6.2.13 God grant me patience.....


Bountiful Blessings

June 2, 2013

Good morning. How are you family and friends? Everything is…… tick tock tick tock…… (having a dramatic pause in a letter is not the same as silence in person, is it?) I was trying (unsuccessfully) to see how patient you are. J Haha. For today is all about patience. I talked about this a little while ago but as usual, my struggles tend to pop back up again.

I used to have oodles of patience. At work. At home. With friends. With family. With school. With children. With traffic. Even with the DMV (can you believe it?) Sigh. Now? Not so much. Now, I am testy and everything is quick to get on my nerves. What happened to me? Oh, I could analyze it. The counseling major may tell you that as I age, I do not have the patience because my subconscious may feel that whatever time I have left, I do not want to waste a minute of it. Whatever. Time is precious but that is not an excuse for poor behavior. I could tell you that I have a lot on my mind. (Yes, I know that I tell you a lot of what is on my mind. But I do keep some things to myself. This is not my diary after all. J). Where was I? Oh yea, that I have things on my mind. The more I have on my mind, the less patience I have. Its like my brain wont hold anymore. Buzzer sound. Once again, an excuse. Patience is not always an easy thing. Sometimes it is down right hard. But in your life, aren’t the best things the ones that you have to work for? To cultivate? Your relationship with God. Your marriage. Your children. Your job. Your family. Your friends. None of these are easy peasy. Take a little effort. And it is worth it, right? Well, for me, taking a little more effort to be patient will be worth it. There are so many things that I am missing out on because I have no tolerance. I am not gaining precious minutes; I am losing precious memories. Don’t be like me. Be patient - Play with your babies; roll around on the floor. Listen to your friends talk about their ups and downs. Take a little time with your parental units. Don’t yell/curse at the cars on the road; they are in the same predicament as you. That slow person on the golf course? Instead of losing patience, enjoy the beautiful weather and the fact that you have the opportunity to golf. The person with the loaded cart in the express lane? Ok, I give it to you. Hard to be patient. Could be there is more going on. Or they simply could be well, a ….. Be patient. You are the better person here. Oh, there are all sorts of times that will test your patience. But it is there inside you. It may be dormant but its there. You have to dig it out, polish it off and begin using it again. J

Now why is patience so important? Why do we really need it? Is it good manners? The way we were raised? Good virtues? Good morals? Well, all of that, sure. But that is not the answer I am looking for. God. The answer to most questions. Our God fulfills his promises. Always. But he does so in his time. Not ours. We need to learn to be patient, to wait. For he knows when the time is right. Us? We are all about the “now”. Don’t deny it. No one can see or hear you saying that you are different. So you are only kidding yourself.  We want answers now. We want results now. Haha. Doesn’t happen that way. And for a reason. God’s reasons. So today, lets just try to work on it, ok?

“The times we find ourselves having to wait on others may be the perfect opportunities to train ourselves to wait on the Lord.” ~ Joni Eareckson Tada

Bible Verse for the week:

I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry.   -   Psalms 40:1

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